--Sunday night, talking to my parents about the Browns' long-awaited win over the hated Baltimore Ravens (my dad is the biggest Browns fan I know). My mom asks about Florida's game the day before. "Lost on a field goal at the end," I say, almost shrugging verbally (UF tends to lose to Auburn, and march forward to long-term victory, anyway). "Well," she says encouragingly, "at least Indiana won."
--Jeff posted the other day about his trip back to Michigan, mentioning the threat of shutdown (eventually averted, at least for awhile) that hung over the state at the time. Reading his blog entry, I felt a mixture of sympathy, curiousity, and dismay-- in part because of what might happen to the state, in part because I felt guilty for knowing so little about it. Most of my family lives in Michigan, and I spent most of my childhood (from the age of four until I went away to college fourteen years later) there. Michigan is the purplest of states (and not just because of its proximity to Minnesota), a quirky mixture of social progressivism and far-right fringe, economic populism and conservative business forces. Until recently, it was a bellweather state in presidential elections, voting for the winning candidate in every election from 1968-2000. With this diversity of political views, it somehow seems appropriate that its governor is a Canadian, adding one more layer of left/right, outsider/insider to the mix. Michigan is the home state of both Stevie Wonder and Ted Nugent, Eminem and Aretha Franklin, Sam Raimi and Robert Flaherty. We are the Walt Whitman of the Midwest.
I say "we" and feel the twinge of uncertainty as I type. I haven't been an official resident of Michigan for eleven years, taking a peripatetic path to school in Indiana, to work in Chicago, to graduate school in Florida, finally landing here in Cineville, Ohio. So many residences, so so many teams to cheer for, so many shifts in the weather.
--Am I a bad film academic for not wanting to link to David Bordwell's blog? What do we profess in a space like this, what are the obligations, and how do we negotiate that line Brecht famously pondered in Walter Benjamin's "Conversations With Brecht"?
I often imagine being interrogated by a tribunal. “Now, tell us Mr. Brecht, are you really in earnest?” I would have to admit that no, I’m not completely in earnest. I think too much about artistic problems, you know, about what is good for the theatre, to be completely in earnest. But having said “no” to that important question, I would add something still more important: namely, that my attitude is permissible.
Of course, this is all assuming that the WB was telling the truth, reporting the conversations accurately. We trust Walter Benjamin, but he did love his anecdotes after all, the more fabulous (in all senses) the better. I suspect Benjamin would've loved blogging.
--Last Friday, I shared my blog with my students, as a way to tell them about some of the useful comics links on my blog roll. I felt like I was outing myself, revealing my secret identity.
--The Red Sox just walloped the Angels in Game 1 of the ALDS. Josh Beckett was throwing a shutout, although I haven't seen the final score to know if it ended that way. Three years ago, living in Florida, coming out of the hellacious hurricane season of that fall (many a memory of crouching in a closet on a Sunday night as the winds raged outside, no power, huddled around a battery-powered boombox as the campus stations played old-time radio drama punctuated by news updates and weather reports: "A tornado was spotted near Ocala...", squinting at the Marvel Tales or the Chuck Klosterman illuminated only by flashlight, trying not to panic...), I was a big Red Sox fan. It had nothing to do with regional loyalty (my team was the Tigers, then in the midst of a disastrous season, 20 years after their last World Series, a place they wouldn't return to until I returned to the midwest), and everything to do with history. That past summer, I'd caught up with Ken Burns' Baseball, a brilliant film that never rests in giving tongue baths to the BoSox; it can get a little much (and plays far too much into the lefty cliche of idealizing the underdog), but an anecdotalist like myself couldn't help but love their rich history, with all its quirks and reversals and great testimonials. More importantly, the Sox were John Kerry's team, and when it looked like they were on a collision course with the Astros that year, I decided I wanted Massachusetts to beat Texas in everything that year.
Watching the game tonight, I felt--ennh. Better the Sox than the Angels, I guess (one might think, with their own atopic identity mimicking mine, I might cheer for what King Kaufman calls the "Los Anahangeles Angels," but I've always found them off-putting, for some reason). Regional pull should make me cheer for the Indians, but my adoration of the Browns, and admiration for the Cavs, simply can't translate to baseball-- cheering for the Tribe just feels like the act of a traitor. Which leaves me with the Cubs, playing at a stadium I used to live a quick five-minute walk from. Oddly, I never went to a game there.
Cal Ripken, Jr. is doing in-studio commentary for TBS. He looks like Terry O'Quinn. Freaky.
1. I'm thanked in a back issue of Sight & Sound.
2. I met Flavor Flav at the Water Tower Mall in Chicago.
3. Diana "Star Trek The Next Generation" Muldaur once shook my hand.
At least one of these statements is true.
--Top Chef finale is about to start (Team Casey, baby), so I'll leave you with a summer repeat: one of my favorite Barthes quotes, longing for what he calls "an aesthetic discourse": "What shall we call such a discourse? erotic, no doubt, for it has to do with pleasure; aesthetic, if we foresee subjecting this old category to a gradual torsion which will alienate it from its regressive, idealist background and bring it closer to the body, to the drift.”